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terluvire	I need prayer	Lead	[-]
Senior Master Watchman Posts: 2119 (07/30/08 12:24:46) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Tags : None Hi everyone, I would like to thank all of you for your prayers in the past concerning my father. God heard them and my father is doing really well!! He just celebrated his 70th birthday yesterday!! I need prayer again, though for myself.. I'm not even exactly sure what I need prayer for... I guess mostly understanding from my loved ones concerning my fight with MS. I think the hardest thing for them to understand is how I can look so good on the outside yet still not be doing well at times. My mother thinks most of my symptoms are made up, that I fake them. My husband, whom I separated from a few months ago...thought my bout of fatigue wasn't that bad...even though I couldn't do anything for a month, the exhaustion was disabling... He let me go for almost a whole month with barely eating.. completely ignored me...didn't help me at all....he just let me lay there day after day. Thank goodness my sister stopped by and saw how much weight I lost, it was near 20 lbs!! She went home and made a ton of food I could microwave... Actually, I should have been in the hospital by that point... But thank goodness I've gained most of the weight back and am doing much better.... My biggest problem is my cognitive abilities... My short term memory isn't too good anymore, I get confused easily when it comes to instructions..or if a bunch of information is coming at me quickly... My brains processes information at a slower rate than what it use to. It takes me longer, and a few takes, to understand it the way others with a healthy brain do. When it comes to reading, my brain at times, picks words which are close to the ones I'm reading and substitutes it for the actual words... All in all, this doesn't bother me too much. I've learned to work around it. What I'm having a problem with and what is causing me so much heartache is loved one becoming annoyed and frustrated with me...like I'm doing it on purpose. I just want them to understand and be more patient, caring and compassionate with me. They wouldn't become annoyed if my legs weren't working so good, but when it comes to the cognitive stuff...... they do. My goodness, the disease is in my brain, not my legs. Terri If you seek the Lord with your whole heart he will be found
MMiller777		#1	[-]
Senior Master Tiller Posts: 171 (07/30/08 13:17:02) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Prayers sent. Agape
Garretds7		#2	[-]
Senior Plowman Posts: 264 (07/30/08 14:44:24) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Terluvire, I'll keep you in my prayers for strength and comfort. And patience for family members. Hang in there. In CHRIST, Garret Luke 21 14 Settle it therefore in your hearts, not to meditate before what ye shall answer: 15 For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist. 16 And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolk, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death. 17 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake. 18 But there shall not a hair of your head perish. 19 In your patience possess ye your souls.
shuntmama		#3	[-]
Junior Miller Posts: 1450 (07/30/08 14:50:27) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Terri, This is a heartbreaking prayer request. Made me cry. I'm so sorry that you are suffering the way you are. I will keep you in my prayers daily. I will also pray for your family for understanding and for compassion towards you. Father sees all of this with your husband and your family. May the Lord Bless you today and everyday. Love in Christ, sarah Give ear unto my words, oh Lord, consider my meditation. Psalm
soundthealarm		#4	[-]
Major Master Servant Posts: 4083 (07/30/08 17:19:25) Moderator Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi Terri, Of course we will keep you in our prayers. You must feel so alone sometimes. Father I ask that you give Terri strength to meet the challenges of each day. I pray that she will find help and kindness in her time of need. Father I pray for the renewing of her mind physical and spiritual. I pray that she will feel the love of all her brothers and sisters in Christ, and that her family will come to understand and show compassion, in Yeshua's name. --------- Sometimes it seems like when we need family the most they let us down. Thank God for your sister who saw the need and helped. I don't know if your mother has always been like this but maybe she needs to go to a doctor's appointment with you so that she can become better educated. God bless and keep you. SoundtheAlarm Blow ye the trumpet in Zion, and sound an alarm in my holy mountain: let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: for the day of the LORD cometh, for it is nigh at hand
terluvire		#5	[-]
Senior Master Watchman Posts: 2120 (07/30/08 17:44:05) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Thank you all for your prayers! I helps not feeling so alone. Terri If you seek the Lord with your whole heart he will be found
CUL8TER		#6	[-]
Senior Seedsman Posts: 610 (07/30/08 17:46:20) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi Terri,I pray that things turn more positive toward your situation ...I know those valleys can be really tough..
HalfDecent		#7	[-]
Senior Master Ambassador Posts: 2480 (07/30/08 20:51:01) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Terri We join our brothers and sisters in prayer for your health, and for your family that they come to understanding. Heavenly Father we ask for Your Will In Yahshua's Precious Name . Amen . Agape . Half and Mrs Decent
Yahandme		#8	[-]
Senior Wellmaster Posts: 638 (07/30/08 20:52:00) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	God bless you, Terri, for having the wisdom to come here and place this issue in Father's hands with prayers from your brothers and sisters -- you are doing exactly what you should do. Praise our Father for giving us each other so we can unite and ask for your needs to be meant. My prayers are with you, sis ... I pray all will be well with you. God bless... In His precious love, DeDe Send forth Your light and Your truth, let themguide me; let them bring me to Your holy mountain to the place where You dwell. Psa. 43:3
wer2stand		#9	[-]
Senior Master Seedsman Posts: 640 (07/30/08 22:17:55) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Terry LOL Father Bless Praise our Father Always in Yahshua Miguel
Soldiershield		#10	[-]
Junior Master Servant Posts: 2710 (07/31/08 02:43:47) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Teri, My Sister, I totally relate to you. Just a week plus ago, I stated I needed to go to the hospital, I could not breath, I was totally not heard. I told my grandson, to call, his Mom, to take me to the hospital, she came, with no time to spare...My husband has never but once in 20+ yrs. taken me to the hospital. Its the children or strangers. He totally acts like you are unworthy person taking his spotlight. So many doctors wrote in my charts of his unholy behavior. He will add fuel to your sickness. His presents is very undesired.. The behavior is unacceptable. No one encourage his presents to any gathering or events, where a crowd is gathered. A good time becomes sour. Yes! Teri, TRUST TOTALLY IN FATHER, HE WILL SEND TO YOU ALL YOU NEED. BEEN THERE! DONE THAT! MS Needs no more stress.... These people are stress, and are totally useless people. They have no heart, nor do they want to help anyone. It about them, and they are totally people of misery... It always wants company. Some how we got hooked up with this bunch of ungodlys. It was find as when we took care of their sorry butts. But sweetie, if you really think they will help you. You gravely mistaking... Won't happen.! Strangers! some family... The times are getting worse, but Father WILL take take of his own. Promise! you His child. He loves you. Please Teri accept this truth. We are children of Our Father.He told us all things. These people exist....Romans.... Tells us..{.I'll Get back on the verse...} They are all over us TRUST! TRUST! TRUST! NEVER LOSE THE FAITH! Satan Watching to jump in.....Cause then you'll doubt God, {Father} w/o God nothing! Prayers sent and thru Jesus Precious and powerful name, and Father will....You'll be fine.....He loves you, and 24/7 365, comforting you, and touching you. Stay strong Sister Teri, For Father your strength, when we are at our weak point of life..... AGAPE! Love, Betty.
terluvire		#11	[-]
Senior Master Watchman Posts: 2121 (07/31/08 07:41:11) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi everyone, My goodness, all your prayers brought tears to my eyes!! Thank you all for caring! Hi Betty, yes MS doesn't need anymore stress. Certain stresses will bring my down fast.. symptoms popping out right and left...lol I spend most of my time conserving energy. I take many breaks between cleaning so that I can make it through the rest of the day. I'm staying with my brother and his family and for the most part they are trying to be understanding. It's a learning process for them. They assumed I could do as much as them for I would look ok, they realized quickly this is not the case. I took my sister in law to the farmers market. We were there for 2 hours. My brain became over stimulated because of all the people there and all the activity and for those 2 hours there was no where for me to sit. When we got home, I was in bad shape... fatigue, my legs were weak, lots of pain, my head was spacey.. I felt disoriented. It took me a week to get better. With each flare, there is a chance I won't fully recuperate. I've been trying hard to live up to everyones expectations of me and it is doing me in...I use to be the one who got things done if it needed to be done, the one to help everyone, I was the one everyone came to.... I can't do it anymore. I now need their help and understanding and I guess it's disheartening that it's not there.... At least with the physical stuff, if it does me in, they can see that...but the cognitive, they can't see it and every time I make a mistake either with my memory or not understanding what is being explained to me.... some comment on it or get mad..... they make me feel stupid. I keep trying to explain to them that I'm still the same person with the same intelligence I had before, it's just that there are scars on my brain blocking some pathways and it has to find a way around them...that's why it takes me longer to understand some things... I might as well be talking to a wall.. Sorry for rambling... I think I need to get it off my chest... God has seen me through many things and I know he will see me through this... One thing I do know is that God knows what is going on inside of me and He does understand!! He is the only one who is completely trustworthy!!! Terri If you seek the Lord with your whole heart he will be found
jenny1969		#12	[-]
Junior Seedsman Posts: 493 (07/31/08 13:44:03) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Terri, We all love you and if we were there we would all give you a big hug!!!! Your post gave me tears too. I can't stand to see a sister suffering..... (satan sucks!!!) Please don't get down. I remember a long time ago when I was feeling so low, alone, abused by the people who were supposed to love me...... YOU told me to remember that Yeshua is my loving and protecting friend, father, husband.... all rolled into one. He is always faithful, caring, and will NEVER let you down. Believe me I hung on to that thought for dear life and some days that is the only thing that got me to make it to the next day. Thank you my sister. Father uses you far more than you know :) I will keep you in prayer daily. And by the way, you were very smart to get out of that negative stressful situation. It may not have to be permanent, but for now you have to think of your health and not be by people who aren't supportive.
terluvire		#13	[-]
Senior Master Watchman Posts: 2129 (07/31/08 17:48:29) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Jenny, you are so so sweet!! Your post brought tears to my eyes.. :) What I do know, what goes through my mind constantly is that I have to stop being so apologetic to everyone who is annoyed by my symptoms. Their annoyance isn't my problem but theirs. I need to speak my mind and put forth my feelings every time they do this instead of worrying about upsetting them. Eventually, it's either going to stop or I will need to seperate myself from them for a time, till I can get to a place where it doesn't bother me anymore. I keep praying for God to give me the strength to do what I need to do. Thank you Jenny for reminding me about the strength it took for me to leave. I was terrified!! I had wanted to do it for the past 2 years, (for this isn't the first time my husband let me go without eating, last time was 2 years ago.) I was in awful pain...when I finally asked him to please help me eat. for I hadn't eaten in days.....he made dinner, yes, but plopped the food on the table and had a scowl on his face the entire time. I ate in tears. Needless to say I didn't eat too much either. This last time was back in Aug. I normally weigh 102lbs.. he allowed me to drop into the 80's. There is no excuse for it. I'm glad I'm not dealing with that anymore. He know wants me to come back... but I just can't. He killed any love for him I had a few years ago.... Plus, I can't trust him not to neglect me again. He had his chances... I feel badly for him, for I think he truly is sorry.... but it's a bit late. Jenny, I know your plate is full too... I think about you often and say a prayer pretty often for you... Thank you so much for your kind words. Thank you everyone!! All of you, along with the help of God, will give me the strength to do what I have to do. God bless Terri If you seek the Lord with your whole heart he will be found
shuntmama		#14	[-]
Junior Miller Posts: 1456 (07/31/08 18:35:25) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Terri, You're a shining example of a True witness for the Lord. I know that Our Father is smiling down upon you. Love in Christ, sarah 2 Corinthians 12:9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Give ear unto my words, oh Lord, consider my meditation. Psalm
terluvire		#15	[-]
Senior Master Watchman Posts: 2130 (07/31/08 19:59:31) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Thank you Sarah for that wonderful verse!! I also know that God will not allow more than we can bear... So...I guess I can bear it. My strength truly does lie in the Lord. Terri If you seek the Lord with your whole heart he will be found
memoryblanks		#16	[-]
Junior Seedsman Posts: 462 (07/31/08 20:30:37) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Dear Terri , I have a similar problem with lesions on my brain and my cognitive abilities are decreasing also, i also worry because i can't always understand the spiritual side of the Word and i am so greatful for Irishrain and Sta and all those who spend countless time explaining in great detail their studies , I hope everyone is blessed in this forum --the ones who post studies , the ones who exude love and you fall in that circle , may the LORD bless and keep you pain free, alert , and loved during this ordeal ,if not from your immediate family than from those sisters and brothers in CHRST. Prayers said , Stay Stong ,Love Peg
terluvire		#17	[-]
Senior Master Watchman Posts: 2131 (07/31/08 20:38:30) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Thank you Peg. I especially know that you completely understand....and it sure does help!! I'll be praying for you too sister! big hug! Terri If you seek the Lord with your whole heart he will be found
shuntmama		#18	[-]
Junior Miller Posts: 1457 (08/01/08 03:47:13) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	memoryblanks wrote: Dear Terri , I have a similar problem with lesions on my brain and my cognitive abilities are decreasing also, i also worry because i can't always understand the spiritual side of the Word and i am so greatful for Irishrain and Sta and all those who spend countless time explaining in great detail their studies , I hope everyone is blessed in this forum --the ones who post studies , the ones who exude love and you fall in that circle , may the LORD bless and keep you pain free, alert , and loved during this ordeal ,if not from your immediate family than from those sisters and brothers in CHRST. Prayers said , Stay Stong ,Love Peg Peg, Prayers are said for you daily also. You are also a mighty witness for the Lord. I know that our Father smiles on you also. 2 Corinthians 4:17 17 For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;" Love in Christ, sarah Give ear unto my words, oh Lord, consider my meditation. Psalm
Sis Marilyn		#19	[-]
Junior Steward Posts: 2257 (08/01/08 21:34:23) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Dearest little Sister of mine! Tears flowed reading your plea for prayer, your heart is so big and are one of the first to pick up one when they are down. Please Father hear our prayers for our little sister Terri, hold her ever so close, shower her in your healing love this I pray in our Lords name Jesus Christ. Thank You Father thank You! Sis, I send you hugs and much love in our Lord. Sis Marilyn
terluvire		#20	[-]
Senior Master Watchman Posts: 2138 (08/01/08 22:36:47) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Sis Marilyn, Thank you so much for your words and your kindness.... It couldn't have come at a better time. I just got off the phone with a friend who wasn't very understanding. The heat has been wiping me out.. my balance is bad, my head is spacey, (like I had a few drinks...lol) and I am really fatigued. (this always happens with the heat) They told me that if I would do more and think happy thoughts that I would be better. That it's basically my fault... I couldn't believe it. I was so very upset!!! Then I read your post. Thank you!! Terri If you seek the Lord with your whole heart he will be found

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